I still get nervous every Sunday morning before driving to church. I think to myself, “I wish someone else could teach this message. I don’t know if it’s good enough to teach to God’s people.”

But I get in the car, pray all the way to church, and to quote William Hung, “I gave my best performance and I have no regrets.”

I used to pray that God would take it away. Now, I want it to stay. I believe it keeps me dependent on God. It reminds me that I’m simply “dust”. I never want to stand in front of Calvary Fellowship with simply “A” message. I want “God’s” message to my message. A message that’s burning in my heart because He put it there.